2011-04-08

magsrags: (here's the thing...)
2011-04-08 03:10 pm

Desires then and Now

17 year old me (not exhaustive):

Fearful of fucking up
Smart, but always downplaying it
Keener
people pleaser
Conflict avoidant
perfectionist
Romantic
forgiving
vulnerable
idealistic
Dependable
relationship oriented
Present
driven
Even-tempered
Insecure
Disciplined
hard working
Flailing
unbalanced

Set life plan:
graduate from obstetrics/genetic engineering by age 25
married by 27
first child at 30, no more super-hero life
Lost legs = anger, bitter, self-harm, cold and numb
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