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17 year old me (not exhaustive):

Fearful of fucking up
Smart, but always downplaying it
Keener
people pleaser
Conflict avoidant
perfectionist
Romantic
forgiving
vulnerable
idealistic
Dependable
relationship oriented
Present
driven
Even-tempered
Insecure
Disciplined
hard working
Flailing
unbalanced

Set life plan:
graduate from obstetrics/genetic engineering by age 25
married by 27
first child at 30, no more super-hero life
Lost legs = anger, bitter, self-harm, cold and numb


Wheelchair me (not exhaustive):

Commanding
rigid
Precise
single-minded
Unapologetic
unwavering
Task-oriented
confident
Solitary even in a relationship
purposeful
Self-motivated
unbalanced
Dismissive
Compartmentalized
Exacting
punishing
Forceful/bull-headed
strong

Set life Plan:
Oracle, build an underground network of heros dedicated to justice – strengthen family ties with personal family – love, motherhood, etc. abandoned. Roy, unexpected, and relationship full of push and pull.

Legs back (Just in time for 25 and not exhaustive):

Unbalanced
merging
Single-minded
optimistic
Reforming
still punitive
Rebuilding
bull-headed
Relearning
arrogant
vulnerable
Anxious
driven
Task-oriented (task=my relationship)
hard working
Purposeful
unwavering
Driven
hopeful
Perfectionist
determined

Life plan:
Anything I want! Re-evaluate what that is. Motherhood? Marriage? Profession? Oracle vs. Batgirl. Less of a question now, Oracle might have to die. Stop pushing so hard to find it or develop it. Patience. Need patience.

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